I’m a creative person and most of the time, that’s a good thing. However, there are a few times a year when I become the mutant version of myself. This typically involves me getting some kind of creative brainstorm and becoming completely consumed by it. Back when I was in college and early on as a photographer, this was great and I had the luxury of allowing myself to be completely consumed. Now, I have a business, a family and responsibilities, *sigh*. Also, I don’t think my husband appreciates these little episodes. What happens is that I get an idea, talk about it until he can’t listen anymore, lose sleep over how I will execute said idea and then not rest until I have every detail planned, every item purchased and every angle analyzed. And then, I am completely exhausted. I guess you could call this being manic or hyper-focused, but maybe for people like me, it’s a super-power. Not quite like the ability to cast webs from my wrists or fly with a cape, but a super-power nonetheless for a mom, a wife and business owner. Otherwise, how would I accomplish anything?
It happened to me recently with a new portrait concept. Something kind of new and different and fun! The tough part was still getting all my other stuff done. Like getting the kids to soccer practice, cooking dinner, working with clients and making sure homework got done. Unfortunately, this also happened to be a week when my husband traveled, so it was extra hectic. By the time he got back on Saturday, I was so wiped out, I had to take naps all weekend in order to catch up on sleep.
The good part about all this is that I’m still jazzed about my new project and am working out the kinks. Here’s a little sneak peek of the upcoming series. Isn’t this little guy adorable? His eyelashes are to die for. Can’t wait to share the rest with you soon.
by Suzanne
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